I'm leaving school soon. I'm pretty upset about that. I don't wanna have to work all summer and be away from Jake and all the friends I've made in Fredonia.
Being here is just amazing and its been the best time of my life.
I am leaving for college August 25th I believe and I'm scared.
I'm scared to be going away from my friends and family and my boyfriend and its 5 hours away and that's a long way and I don't know what I'm going to do.
I will have a hard time for the first few weeks, just because I'm an emotional reck, but yeah.
I think Val is coming down this weekend.
I miss her.
I am so stressed out about finish my portfolio for FIT. I am going there next Tuesday to hand it in and have an interview and I'm so scared that they won't like my work, then I'll be sad and want to die, because I REALLY want to get into FIT.
I'm sick of everything.
I'm sick of stress.
I'm sick of colleges and school.
I just want to get accepted so I won't have to do this anymore.